Apparently once you get over 35k words, things get easier. Well I'm a fraction over 40k and things just aren't getting any easier. To me it seems while I know where the stories going to end up, it just won't go there. I'm worried alternately that the story will be all told before I hit 50k words or that I'm not going to have enough time to get the story finished. And that internal editor is getting harder and harder to keep in that cage!
Mmm, oh well I've got 3 days of holiday now add this to the week end and yes I could have 5 solid days of writing ahead, the problem is that I'm almost at the end of the first of those 5 days and I've only added 2000 words.
Only 2000 words I here you say! Yes I know I'm still ahead, but...well I don't know. I think I'm beginning to see large holes in my plot. It's sure not the way I planed things happening, but I suppose thats part of the fun of writing. And yes despite my wining today I had a great time so far and I know, in 8 days time I'm going to feel so great about having done this. Yes I've not felt this way for oh... a long time, the last time would have been...about 11 when I was going out very briefly with...no that's not a story for a public forum like this. Any way I am having funning.
Now time for a few more words before dinner...